Monday, April 30, 2012

True Happiness

Today( I guess technically yesterday since it is 1:09 A.m.)  in church all the soon-to-be missionaries spoke. One of them asked the question "When was the last time that you were truly happy"?  I thought about it for a sec and refocused my thoughts to the speakers.  I forgot about the question until I was reading my scriptures tonight. I really thought about this time. 
My thoughts kind of wondered.
 I tried to think of days that were just the best, but none came to mind. 
I thought of moments no big ones stood out.
I then I thought of people, that is when I remembered
My wonderful friends that I used to have.  
We seriously were the best of friends. We did everything together.We spent almost everyday doing something. 
We Spent every weekend during the months of December, January, March and April up at Sundance Snowboarding/Skiing.
I was making wonderful choices (because of them). 
Life was great! 
No big moments, no big life changing experiences 
but I was truly happy.
I think about it now and it makes me sad
All my friends.... well we aren't friends anymore. This is a prime example of people changing.It doesn't matter what made us change or why. I loved them and  I still love now.
  because of these friends I was able to really feel true happiness.
 I will never forget those years (yes! years... we were friends for that long)  Ever! 
I am grateful for those years. I really hope that they all feel the same. 

Saturday, April 28, 2012


Alexis needed her senior pictures taken. 
So I volunteered to take them with my moms camera
I am in no means good
actually, I am quiet bad 
but here are just a few

What I've learn

My first year of college is almost complete
A week from today I will officially be done.
Kind of
Then on Monday I start summer semester
I am super excited but more scared.
I have no money left
so I will be finding a job.
I am so thankful for my parents
the are paying for me to continue in the summer.
and as soon as my dad sells our car I will be getting car
I seriously love them so much.
Life would be tough if they weren't so willing and supportive.

This year I have learned many things. 
A lot of things I did not expect to learn about life and about myself.

Top Ten things I have learned this year (in no particular order)
1. Some people make better friends then roommates
2. Late night Walmart can be very surprising
3. Going to class can pointless
4. Going to class can be very helpful
5. Setting more then one Alarm is necessary 
6. Sometimes a girl just needs her mom
7. Turning down free food is bad
8. Singles ward is really not that great (maybe next year)
9. It is possible to live without a car
10. It is usually not worth staying up late

Monday, April 23, 2012

ready for summer!

Well a few weeks ago I made a huge decision. 
I decided to stay for the summer. 
I am scared and honestly freaking out
I will have no friends up here for the summer 
(expect Dani but shes cool and going to South American in June)
I am shy. Talking to people is not easy for me.
hopefully talking will become easier for me
because I am sure I will be forced. 
I will be living here. 
Edgehill Court

So come visit me! If your bored. 
I am sure I will be.

My Plans for the summer:
Find a job! 
Learn the guitar (Any one want to teach me?)
Run a 5k (I never ran in a race)

Thursday, April 19, 2012


Today in my Eled class we talked about  Reflecting
We talked how we need to take "me time".
We need to sit and think back on our day, our thoughts, our actions and our feelings
My teacher talked about how good it feels to physically write things down 
to get out thought on paper. 
So my class did that today. 
This is what I wrote:

Lately I have been thinking a lot about the importance of reacting positively in situations that are out of our control. 
I just think about  myself and how I am usually pretty good at having an awesome attitude about every situation. I am always try to the best 
I find I have a better day when I choose to have a better attitude towards things. 
Some other people that I know, don't.
 I see them in their lives and see that they are unhappy more then they are happy.
I just think it is interesting how some people can be put in the same situation and so many of them have different thoughts and feelings towards the situation
I just think it is so important to find the sliver lining in the clouds. 
My biggest pet peeve is when I see people complain over things that really stupid. 
It always seems like some people are just so good at finding the negative in everything.
It just bugs.  

Anyways, those are my thoughts
they are kind of random and incomplete. 
but it works

Wednesday, April 18, 2012

10 things

1. Always go to bed with a clean room. 
2. Sweats/ Pajama's are to be worn to around the house or the gym
3. Vacuuming makes all the difference
4. Always find the positive in everything 
5. Braiding your hair at night makes it so much easier to get ready in the morning
6. Who cares what people think
7. Do things that make you happy 
8. Rain boots are a must 
9. If you need a good laugh, watch Rob Dyrdek Fantasy Factory
10. Sometimes going to class is overrated 

Monday, April 16, 2012

This weekend was really eventful
I was crazy busy. 
I deep cleaned an entire house
I now know what pure exhaustion is. (considering I took a 4 hour nap today).
I decorated a room (but not alone, I had help from this lovely lady)
Kaydie Jo's room before


We make a good team. 
We had fun but something I don't want to for a while.

Today when I came back to school
I had a letter from Tanner with my now favorite picture of him
Yes. I took a picture of a picture

And finally a picture of my best friends at USU

Wednesday, April 11, 2012

The sun is shining

The sun is out. 
so I am out. 
on the grass
on campus
waiting till 3:40
then I have a conference 
with my english teacher
for a paper
that still needs to be written
wonder that's going to be.

I love siting outside
now I am doing homework (starting to write that paper)
 and listening to classical music
why classical?
because it is good for the brain. 
True fact. 
That is what my paper is on.
well it conference time!

P.s. tomorrow.... maybe friday Easter post. 
I am just waiting for pictures

Friday, April 6, 2012


I came home for a fun weekend. 
I don't know how much fun I am really going to have.
I had milk and cheese today.
Not a smart idea. 

I just realized I never blogged about my stomach issues. 
I shall do so now.

Well in December I went to Applebee's 
I woke up the next day I woke up so sick I could barely move.
Well ever since this day my stomach would just hurt every time I would eat

I really didn't do much about it. 
I really didn't know what to do but tell my mom. 

I was having a nice evening at my apartment one night
I was talking to my roommates in my living room 
and enjoying their company
I stood up to get a drink of water.
A terrible pain in my shoulder started. 
I just thought it was the way the stood up 
so I didn't think much of it.
Since it didn't go away I
 I mentioned that my shoulder had a weird pain to my roommates
This pain started moving down to my stomach.
Then the pain kept getting worst. I could barely move and breathe
I got a priesthood blessing so I could sleep that night (which I did)

I went to the doctors. He thought it was my Gull bladder
So I got an Ultra sound
now let me just say that was awkward.
I felt like I was having a baby the whole time
so results came back
not gull bladder
back to square one. 
still at square one. 

I ate something today that my stomach did not like
I hope I will feel better tomorrow

Wednesday, April 4, 2012

30 sec blog post

has been... kind of eventful
1st my english class got a work day (which means no class)
Math sucked. 
Got my math test back
I ran into a door frame
hurt my elbow 
I can't move it now
I colored an Easter egg
We made Tiramisu
We ate it
I ate so much I feel sick
I watch american Idol
vote for Colton! 
I go to bed.