Today was the first day for USU
and I am not there.
Today was hard
I didn't think it would
I am kind of surprised that it was
I kept busy most of the morning by reading
but once I finished the book I tried cleaning my room
That didn't help, I thought.. If I was in Logan I would be unpacking and putting my new room together
I took my sister shopping, that just made me think of all the times I went shopping with my roommates
Every thing I did today my thoughts kept drifting to Logan.
I want to be there so bad.
I want to be sitting in the living talking to my roommates
I miss my roommates
I miss having a constant friend always around
I am going to miss sitting and talking with them
I am going to miss laughing with them
I miss my other friends in Logan
I miss my best friend
I just want to drive up there and stay
I am also missing going to class.
I really enjoy school
now I just sit at home
and read
I don't love being at home.
It is nice, but there is something so wonderful about being on your own
Here, I hardly have any friends
and making new one is hard
especially when I got to my home ward
but I know I am supposed to be at home
and I am trying to make the best of it
but it is hard when every part of me wants to be in Logan.
Don't I WILL be back there soon